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dear big man it's me again why do I still feel this hole in my heart an in my soul isn't it supposed to be filled with your light why do i still feel this way are you still torturing me for living when I supposed to be dead I know you created me like you wanted but couldn't you have gave me the ability to read others it feels like I'm destine to live my life alone cause of the way you created me why couldn't you just give me one chance to understand what life is about but you probably have your ears off right now with that just send the reaper amen