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I am connected too pretty much everyone on the planet via the Internet but I still feel alone most of the time the only one thing that made me feel connected is when I'm texting someone Because I wouldn't know how to have a real conversation with someone in real life without freeking them out with too much eye contact which is why I always look away when having a conversation with someone I would like to be able to look into someone eyes and not feel guilty for looking I just wish life came with a how too manual on human contact but I'm not sure