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angel two I hope your out there still I'm having a hard time believing angel one is starting to sound pretty good right about now I hate my life I just wish there was hope but it has holes in it I just hope I find a angel too fill this hole in my heart my stupid bitch mother put in my heart then that stupid fat round piece of shit put me through then I wish I had meth out there in new Mexico to let that short guy die I just so tired of this shit nothing ever changes will never change what makes me happy I can't even get a date cause I'm autistic an have ptsd I don't even know how to communicate the damn brain you gave me don't like blondes don't like green eyes you kinda set me up to fail at the one thing I want most in the world I don't even enjoy anything anymore except sleep but you take that from me too from all the screams you put me through that trip to hell is starting too sounds like a vacation compared to what you put me through why must you take my will you have everything else