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why must my heart beat fast all the time why couldn't you give me a normal brain a normal life like everyone else why did you have to show me all the things in my life what am I supposed too Learn from it or was it supposed too kill me I would like too know if you are there could you do I thing for me help me through this one for the first time I have a dream an I'd like your help on it if you are inclined to help