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why do you have to torture me every day of my life you broke me you created a blackhole in my soul you stabbed me you try to kill me you made me go hide in a hole in my mind the only happiness I feel is when I dream why must you torture me every single day every single hour every single minute every single second of my life you keep showing me couples of people but you created me you managed to make me dead inside trained me beat me to dead with all the memories all the dreams I could have all the nightmares I have but you made me this way I have no idea how to say anything anymore I hate the sound of my own voice from all the stuff you put me through I hate the sound of most women's voices from all the for some reason I hate you sometimes for all the shit you put me through you created someone afraid of his own shadow that's why I like the devil, so much there are no shadows after dark that's why I like playing in devils playground it was the only thing that could make me feel after all the stuff you done to me even if I wanted to try to date someone I wouldn't even be able to connect with anyone