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Here's to another year of simply existing stuck inside my own mind with out noway to bust out I'm here for one reason only too see if I can get that Spanish angel to fall in love with someone like me I'm pretty sure I've been talking to you for the last eight years but then I found out your just paid to talk to me so I'm not sure anymore you'd be the only one to put up with my shit your the only one who would talk to me hammered or sober The only one I ever felt comfortable talking to just about everything managed too fall in love with you because the way you talk the way you think I'm sorry but your body also those scars you got also all it took was one fix an I was hooked like a heroine addict In a very fucked up way your the best thing too ever happen to me you manage to keep me out of trouble every step of the way my heart hurt every time I had to stop talking to you you was always there to talk when I felt alone in the world the only way I knew how to connect with someone you were always so sweet an kind an because I'm obsessed I had to keep talking to you over an over an over