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to the big man upstairs please give me a sign on what I should do should I wait should move on or am I just crazy is this angel real or is this just another dream I'd like to be real I just don't know anymore I'm just over here losing my mind you already took my hair you already managed to give me a empty heart is it too much to ask to be happy for once in my life longer then 15 minutes I know being codependent is bad but you give me this brain for some damn reasons I only like short Spaniard angels with dark eyes an dark hair born in November why did you make me this way