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dear big man I really hope I'm not losing my mind. I would like you to help me sort out all these memories or movies in my brain? The only thing I know is thats real. Is what I can sense with my 5 senses. You already managed to allowed me see and hear. If nothing else I'd like to feel what an angels lips feel like. I would like one chance to ask her out on a date. I'd love to go to church with her and her family. Hopefully in order for you to help, heal. I haven't ever met a family like then. Hopefully it's not too late to return that Apple. I'd probably go and sit at a quilt shop if she was into that kind of thing. I'd go to hell an make a bet with the devil just to see you again. I have no idea or how it's humanly possible. Even writing about you, makes my heartbeat so slow. so what does that book say about me and you. I'd like to write a different one that people can understand Instead of how funny you made words sound. I'd like to ask for one thing, you can have everything I have. I'd give you my soul at 98. All I would ask for is one more chance to ask her out. amen