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what is wrong with my brain why couldn't I just be born normal with out all these scars on my body why did you have to make me this way my life is does not belong in a book but thats OK cause I'm the snake and my born in june which makes me a cancer all I do is infect and cheat on my wife cause I'm pathetic I hope both of you can forgive me for the sins I have committed why why why can I not forgive my self for what I put you too through cause I hate what I put you through so I've been grinding your name into a couple places so people will your name after we're gone I even ground your name on a two x six in my house just to make me feel better cause I still crying about it I just need you so I can lay my head on your chest I really hope this ain't bleach on this towel it's about the only things that can slow my heart down that or I'm just stoned out of my mind that's about the only time I can relax anymore please be my saving grace